Decisions

I know what I think is best for me, the question is just how do I go about moving in that direction? Then along comes a very viable solution, well sort of ... it all sounds really great, but there are some worries that might arise from the ashes. Humn.

I am very much in a state of contemplation and admittedly, there is a touch of real fear. But it's all about trusting God's Master Plan for my life. Is this your will Lord?

That is the real question.

In the biblical sense, sometimes we have to do the very thing that seems to NOT make sense for things to fall into place. The main thing for me is that this decision could potentially provide me with so much healing that I genuinely need and cannot afford. It's a therapeutic setting with great love and wisdom. I am all Jerry McGuire about their mission, and in the end, he pulled it off so perhaps these folks can too. All I can do is leap and hope for the best. If it's meant to be, the door will open wide enough to make room for my defection from my current space and a solution for that space to be properly filled.

It's in your hands Dear Father and Creator to provide the answer.

In My Mind I'm Goin' To Carolina

Over the past few months I spent some time in Greater Charlotte, North Carolina ... tiz how I got this picture. Yeah, only I want to be there NOW!

This is the week of all weeks to be in that zone and the weather is just perfect! I am not a big fan of crowds, but in this case, I want to be just another face in that crowd. Well, to be completely honest being on the outside looking in isn't nearly as much fun as being a part of a team. There is only one inroad to that past life and it would take a mountain mover to make that happen. Regardless, what we think we see and what the reality of any given situation is, aren't always the same. So, maybe there are good reasons why just being a crazed fan is enough. It's just that it's so deep in my blood that I don't even know how to describe the emotion of it from my perspective. I'm way far from the only one who gets overly excited at the prospect of zooming paint schemes, loud phhwwwppp, phhhwwppp, phhhwwwwppp rushing past and then there's just something about the color GREEN!

Go, Go, Go ... that's what I would like to be doing right now ... Get in the car and just GO!
IF ONLY LIFE WERE THAT SIMPLE.