Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Decisions

I know what I think is best for me, the question is just how do I go about moving in that direction? Then along comes a very viable solution, well sort of ... it all sounds really great, but there are some worries that might arise from the ashes. Humn.

I am very much in a state of contemplation and admittedly, there is a touch of real fear. But it's all about trusting God's Master Plan for my life. Is this your will Lord?

That is the real question.

In the biblical sense, sometimes we have to do the very thing that seems to NOT make sense for things to fall into place. The main thing for me is that this decision could potentially provide me with so much healing that I genuinely need and cannot afford. It's a therapeutic setting with great love and wisdom. I am all Jerry McGuire about their mission, and in the end, he pulled it off so perhaps these folks can too. All I can do is leap and hope for the best. If it's meant to be, the door will open wide enough to make room for my defection from my current space and a solution for that space to be properly filled.

It's in your hands Dear Father and Creator to provide the answer.

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